What happend...?

It's much more painful
knowing that
we both have the same feelings,
but it just cannot happen
compared to
hurting from a break-up
where one's
feelings are fading away from you.

This is the reason
why I am so hurt right now.
It's the situation.
Not because of you.
I would never blame you.

I shouldn't hope.
But I constantly think that
maybe, just maybe
it only happend
because
the right timing isn't
now.

I'm still hoping...
This is going to be a
hard decision -