Yay. Allison is back. From quite a long break. Ya. She was either taking a break or was too lazy to post updates of her life on her blogg. Who cares. At least she is updating it now :]
I think she is in the "panic + nervous" breakdown. Mostly because of her University selections.
She wants to look the best and try her best for Universities. But she says that its really hard.
Because she came to America(California) so late, in her "Junior" year. (Junior = Grade 11)
Allison said that she doesn't want to go to the state university, but her parents are mostly
making her. She is dreaming to go to University of Toronto. I think that would be a great idea =P
She told me that she wants to study her butt off for SAT she wants to look the best on her
University application. I hope she does well. :] GOOD LUCK!!!
Guess what? She told me everything about "BOB". You guys should definately keep secret
about this okaayy? ;] I won't say who "BOB" is, but all I know is that she can't keep him out
of her mind. She says that she even sees her in her dreams. XD Wow. I wonder if she actually
wants to go back to Canada and fall in love with him or something. HaHa. Whatever happens
is her decisions in life :] so ya~
She seems so lonely, depressed, melancholy and whole lot of dreadful faces. I feel bad.
She is hiding something. I can telll. She wouldn't tell. I just hope she can tell someone.
To me, she seems so isolated from this world that she is in right now. What can I do,
she won't talk.
Allison told me the funniest things ever. She told me about her future life plan.
She said that she wants to travel around the world after school is done. well, IF she has the
money.(I don't know how she can get them when she can't even work in the STATES)
HAHA. She said htat she wants to live in these areas for atleast a year:
France, New York, England, Canada, Austrailia, New Zealand, and more places that she
can think of. GOSh what a big plan. HAHA. I wish she can take me with her around the world:]
What can I say, everyday, she seems the same. I see no changes happening.
She is like a two-face, "looks" happy on the outside, putting her smily mask, but
the inside is torn apart. Gosh, I feel bad for her.
1.31.2008
1.15.2008
Finals - Madd Exams
Hahaha. The most horrible time of the year has arrived in my life. AGAIN. ARrrg. I hate exams. It's somewhat good that I only have 6 exams because I'm in the states. But who cares! I still have 2 exams per day, and they are all 2 hours each loong!
Currently, I just finished my french exam which was really really really easy. Yes. That means I probably aced it with flying colours :] It was so easy. It was even easier than the one I did for gr. 10 in Canada. I remember last year for my French Exam, I almost fell asleep. HAHA. How funny. The French level in America is really really sloww. But yet I still have a mark that is just above a B. An A minus!!!I hope this exam mark will bring it up. :] * Fingers Crossed *
I'm at schoool, I just finished my accounting exam. I think I did horrible. The only thing I studied like crazy was the vocabulary. OMG. I hate memorizing stuff. It just kills my brain. I do not have the potential for memorizing things. I tried my best for this accounting exam. But hopefully I pass it. However, I know I did horrible. I finished my exam early anyways, so I'm in the computer lab next door and typing my new blog :]
To my Friends in Canada :] Goood luck for studying 4-8 subjects for your exam in next or next next week. I really think Canada's exams are way harder. It's so serious and everything is so organized and done professionaly. America is just getting one of your major test done in your class, the schedule is arranged a little different, but its really basically taking a test in your regular classes. Not a big deal. most of the exams are not even worth 15%. I know for sure that my french exam is out of 9% and the others probably lower. Gosh. life sucks. This unfairness. HAHA
My guitar life. I haven't talked about that in a while. I am now playing in my church as the main guitarist in the worship team. I'm trying my best to practice and pick new songs and just be good at it to give my all towards God. It's really hard to fit all the practice time during my school days. I need to get more lessons and tips from the real experienced players. I'm still a beginner, who randomly taught myself through the internet(basically yess). I forgot all my basic guitar theory!! I really love playing guitar though. One day when I have time, I will pick up from where I stopped. Won't I ?? just One day. But people have been telling me that I'm awsome at playing it :] It's really no big deal. Well. At least there were some improvements righttt??? That's all it matters?!?!?!
AHHH. Tomorrow is my math exam and my "so-called" history exam. HAHAH. my history teacher is really really stupid. He doesn't teach us anything, he borrows things from the other teachers, never makes his own lessons. And he didn't even make a exam for our history class. It's not like I want one but still. what a horrible teacher. Anyways - My math mark. GOSH. Its soo low compared to my other marks. I really really hope that I will do well on this exam. but I don't remember a thing from my past lessons. =S Ugggghhhh. I guess I have to stay up really late like today.
Dear. My blogg readers
"BOB" is a guy. He lives in Toronto, Ontario. He goes to Agincourt CI.
I am a frienid of "BOB" and you guys probably don't know him.
and YESS I (hopefully) "liked" him. end of questions. kapeeeshhhhhh?
Currently, I just finished my french exam which was really really really easy. Yes. That means I probably aced it with flying colours :] It was so easy. It was even easier than the one I did for gr. 10 in Canada. I remember last year for my French Exam, I almost fell asleep. HAHA. How funny. The French level in America is really really sloww. But yet I still have a mark that is just above a B. An A minus!!!I hope this exam mark will bring it up. :] * Fingers Crossed *
I'm at schoool, I just finished my accounting exam. I think I did horrible. The only thing I studied like crazy was the vocabulary. OMG. I hate memorizing stuff. It just kills my brain. I do not have the potential for memorizing things. I tried my best for this accounting exam. But hopefully I pass it. However, I know I did horrible. I finished my exam early anyways, so I'm in the computer lab next door and typing my new blog :]
To my Friends in Canada :] Goood luck for studying 4-8 subjects for your exam in next or next next week. I really think Canada's exams are way harder. It's so serious and everything is so organized and done professionaly. America is just getting one of your major test done in your class, the schedule is arranged a little different, but its really basically taking a test in your regular classes. Not a big deal. most of the exams are not even worth 15%. I know for sure that my french exam is out of 9% and the others probably lower. Gosh. life sucks. This unfairness. HAHA
My guitar life. I haven't talked about that in a while. I am now playing in my church as the main guitarist in the worship team. I'm trying my best to practice and pick new songs and just be good at it to give my all towards God. It's really hard to fit all the practice time during my school days. I need to get more lessons and tips from the real experienced players. I'm still a beginner, who randomly taught myself through the internet(basically yess). I forgot all my basic guitar theory!! I really love playing guitar though. One day when I have time, I will pick up from where I stopped. Won't I ?? just One day. But people have been telling me that I'm awsome at playing it :] It's really no big deal. Well. At least there were some improvements righttt??? That's all it matters?!?!?!
AHHH. Tomorrow is my math exam and my "so-called" history exam. HAHAH. my history teacher is really really stupid. He doesn't teach us anything, he borrows things from the other teachers, never makes his own lessons. And he didn't even make a exam for our history class. It's not like I want one but still. what a horrible teacher. Anyways - My math mark. GOSH. Its soo low compared to my other marks. I really really hope that I will do well on this exam. but I don't remember a thing from my past lessons. =S Ugggghhhh. I guess I have to stay up really late like today.
Dear. My blogg readers
"BOB" is a guy. He lives in Toronto, Ontario. He goes to Agincourt CI.
I am a frienid of "BOB" and you guys probably don't know him.
and YESS I (hopefully) "liked" him. end of questions. kapeeeshhhhhh?
1.06.2008
HAPPY 2008
It's ALREADY 2OO8. Let's start fresh here. Shall we? ;]
Let's see. OH YESS! My New Year's Resolutions.
Here it starts.
1. Lose my weight. I've gained seriously a lot of weight eversince I came to the States. UGH. They look so bad. It doesn't work for me. But it's really really hard. And plus, I want to give myself a new look. A fresh look that will satisfy me and my expectation and give people a little surprise! So watch out my friends! Allison is going to try hard, and you will see it soon :]
2. SAT, Marks, School stuff ECT, ECT, ECT. The list of studies and improvement for school can go on and on. It's really really ridiculous. Who knows what we will do for school. Grow pets? I don't know. For now, my goals for school is a straight A student. People always, I mean always! misjudge me for being an intelligent and organized student. Well, all asians (or should I say Koreans, in my case) are not always smart as they are being stereotyped. It doesn't mean that we are dumb or stupid either. We do what we try doing. But we just need improvement. And that is what I need to do. I need to study for like 24/7 for my SAT studies. My parents, mostly my dad is braggin and draggin about the fact that I need my SAT scores up high to the highest peak of a mountain. I really need to get my engine started for 2008 and make this plan worked out.
3. Less fight, More Happiness. I've been being very impatient and misunderstanding with everyone. It just drives me crazy how I judge and critisize over the same negative point over and over. I need to accept people for who they are and just try to be more relaxed and friendly. Mostly with my sisters, I fight and argue. Let's try to stop that this year ALLISON!
4. Resist the temptation. Fight the lure. Yess! that's right! I'm struggling the lure and the temptation that I'm receiving from the mall and the stores. How should I stop this. It makes me want to spend my money to buy these little cute stuff, clothes, accessories. You name it! I can waste my whole savings on one day shopping! It's quite sad. I have to stop and cut myself from shopping. Or atleast don't be such an overspender even though I have no money. HAHA.
5. My Dream. My plan for my travel. You heard it! I am going to plan my trip! and Of course. The awsome trip to Canada :] My home home. I am planning to go during the christmas holidays. SO! I have to save up money, and be nice to my parents *wink wink ;]* to make this successful. I do also have future plans for traveling, but that's when I'm finished school. I'm hoping that it will work out !!
6. Erase the last spec of " BOB " . Forget about "BOB". (lets just call him BOB for now)
I'm talking about you "BOB"!!!!!! You wouldn't even know. You wouldn't even care. It's practically all my fault for all this misery in my life, but it's all becase of you "BOB" I can't get the image and the emotions out of my head. Let's start cleaning memories about "BOB" before I get all depressed and sentimental again. IT's not like he knows that I'm like this. ALLISON YOU CAN DO THIS!
Let's see. OH YESS! My New Year's Resolutions.
Here it starts.
1. Lose my weight. I've gained seriously a lot of weight eversince I came to the States. UGH. They look so bad. It doesn't work for me. But it's really really hard. And plus, I want to give myself a new look. A fresh look that will satisfy me and my expectation and give people a little surprise! So watch out my friends! Allison is going to try hard, and you will see it soon :]
2. SAT, Marks, School stuff ECT, ECT, ECT. The list of studies and improvement for school can go on and on. It's really really ridiculous. Who knows what we will do for school. Grow pets? I don't know. For now, my goals for school is a straight A student. People always, I mean always! misjudge me for being an intelligent and organized student. Well, all asians (or should I say Koreans, in my case) are not always smart as they are being stereotyped. It doesn't mean that we are dumb or stupid either. We do what we try doing. But we just need improvement. And that is what I need to do. I need to study for like 24/7 for my SAT studies. My parents, mostly my dad is braggin and draggin about the fact that I need my SAT scores up high to the highest peak of a mountain. I really need to get my engine started for 2008 and make this plan worked out.
3. Less fight, More Happiness. I've been being very impatient and misunderstanding with everyone. It just drives me crazy how I judge and critisize over the same negative point over and over. I need to accept people for who they are and just try to be more relaxed and friendly. Mostly with my sisters, I fight and argue. Let's try to stop that this year ALLISON!
4. Resist the temptation. Fight the lure. Yess! that's right! I'm struggling the lure and the temptation that I'm receiving from the mall and the stores. How should I stop this. It makes me want to spend my money to buy these little cute stuff, clothes, accessories. You name it! I can waste my whole savings on one day shopping! It's quite sad. I have to stop and cut myself from shopping. Or atleast don't be such an overspender even though I have no money. HAHA.
5. My Dream. My plan for my travel. You heard it! I am going to plan my trip! and Of course. The awsome trip to Canada :] My home home. I am planning to go during the christmas holidays. SO! I have to save up money, and be nice to my parents *wink wink ;]* to make this successful. I do also have future plans for traveling, but that's when I'm finished school. I'm hoping that it will work out !!
6. Erase the last spec of " BOB " . Forget about "BOB". (lets just call him BOB for now)
I'm talking about you "BOB"!!!!!! You wouldn't even know. You wouldn't even care. It's practically all my fault for all this misery in my life, but it's all becase of you "BOB" I can't get the image and the emotions out of my head. Let's start cleaning memories about "BOB" before I get all depressed and sentimental again. IT's not like he knows that I'm like this. ALLISON YOU CAN DO THIS!
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