2.26.2008

Being Chased by...

TIME!! I'm being chased by time. Crazy isn't it. All the clocks around me are ticking and ticking, telling me it's time. It's time for that already? Gooodness. I need to over-rule my clocks and time. I need to start being more organized and time manage well.

I finally finished my art piece for the contest on monday. I went to the art gallery @ the WVC, registered my art, and finally let go of the art from my hands. That felt so refreshing. No more art contest pressure. It's finally over. I still have the doubts that I won't win,(which I'm sure it will happen) but I'm still grateful that I'm over with such a big project in my way. Who knows what's coming ahead of me. So far, all I have is my art project for my art class. It's pretty big too. Hopefully I can finish it by this friday. I just HOPE!! (I think I need all the time I can get =O !!)

Next year. I'm turning to a Senior, gr.12. That makes me feel SUUPER old. I can't believe that I have to think about which universities that I want to go to, how to prepare for them, study crazzy for my SAT's, and thinking about graduation. Oh My goodness! It's quite crazzy and bizzarr, now to think of it. =S I'm quite scared and worried for my life after high schoool. And I believe that it won't be as fun as being in Canada. I could've celebrated with my friends :] but no. I have to be in California. =P. I won't be as fun as I would've expected. But hopefully, I can go after party to Canada, to party with my friends!! I'm wishing the best out of that. I can't wait to see my friends in gr.12. It would be a bit different. I can be ackward too(hopefully not), I know(?!?!) that my friends and I will last forever. Right guyyys? I love you guys, and I will never forget you until I die!

AP,Honours courses. I have to take them. I can't believe it. Why does US Universities have high standards for looking at what courses you've taken during schoool year, and on top of the pressure of SAT's. It's very sickening. What's wrong with them.=S. Because I didn't have the opportunities for those, I have decided to take a whole lot during next year. It's going to kill me like crazy, but I know that it will do me goood. As long as I can survive. HAHA.
These are the courses that I'm thinking to take:
1.British Literature (english)
2.Economy/Government(Mandatory course T__T)
3.AP/or Honours French (My love for french shall never die!)
4.AP Art studio (I thought that I might need this. for my major)
5.AP Calculus (Mad MATH!!!!! UGh...)
6.Honours Physics (I definately need it.. unfortunately)
7.AP Art History (I'm really hoping that this course would be available next year.)

I guess, the benefit of living here, is only having 7 courses for max, unless you want to take more courses in the community colleges. I found out that I need to go to Summer school to make up a California highschool graduation requirement, WORLD HISTORY. EWW. another history. that sucks.
And I definately need a Phys Ed course too. But I don't have enough room for it. =S. I don;t know how I can manage that. I want to take a dance course for that in the community college, but per one quarter, its only 2 credits, but I need 10 in total. SO! I have to take it 5 times. I don't think I can do it. I even tried to register for the course online, but I couldn't because I'm a non-resident here. It really sucks. I don't want to be held back a year after Gr.12. GOODNESS! HELP T___T

I should resume to my homework. History. They are nothing but a bunch of nasty junk. Worse, American junk. I really don't want to study about American History, who would???!?! I hate America, they are so snobby and they think they are the superiors with their wealth. Who gives about their stupid conceited minds? I don't like it at all. Ew.

2.19.2008

Hello, Sunshine??!

I woke up at 10 o-clock. wishing that the sun would shine through. Well, it didn't come true. It was raining this morning. How nice. It either rains or stays clear and extremely hot. Boring weather. And Canada gets snow storms and over 30 centimetres of snow. Luck for you guys!

I have been lazy over the few weeks. I was also restraining myself from the computer. Internet using and all that junk on the computer can be a real waste of time for me, Unfortunately. So here I am on my full week off, finally updating my blogg. Sweet. Won't be so long till I get off though.

I commited myself to finish this art piece to enter in this Art contest. I'm only One Seventh done and it's due on monday. I have to get it framed and all presented nicely. But that isn't the real progress here. I am such a procrastinator. This is really bad. I don't even know if I can finish it in time. Arrg. I don't even know whether I can win this or now. Hope for the best. That's what I should be thinking.

Too much guitar playing? no. Too much practicing? No. Then why are my skins all tearing off on my finger tips? It looks really nasty. Gosh. it's disgusting. I want to have nice pretty girly hands. XD I only play guitar once a week. why is this happening. They feel so rough too. feels like a guy's finger or something. GROSS!!

I'm getting so lazy.AGAIN. I feel like stopping for now.
I will get back on. some/one day. HAHA. :]
See you laterrrr!